3.5 

I Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast Is Me

By Jamison Shea
I Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast Is Me by Jamison Shea digital book - Fable

Publisher Description

There will be blood.

Ace of Spades
meets House of Hollow in this villain origin story.

Laure Mesny is a perfectionist with an axe to grind. Despite being constantly overlooked in the elite and cutthroat world of the Parisian ballet, she will do anything to prove that a Black girl can take center stage. To level the playing field, Laure ventures deep into the depths of the Catacombs and strikes a deal with a pulsating river of blood.

The primordial power Laure gains promises influence and adoration, everything she’s dreamed of and worked toward. With retribution on her mind, she surpasses her bitter and privileged peers, leaving broken bodies behind her on her climb to stardom.

But even as undeniable as she is, Laure is not the only monster around. And her vicious desires make her a perfect target for slaughter. As she descends into madness and the mystifying underworld beneath her, she is faced with the ultimate choice: continue to break herself for scraps of validation or succumb to the darkness that wants her exactly as she is—monstrous heart and all. That is, if the god-killer doesn’t catch her first.

From debut author Jamison Shea comes I Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast Is Me, a twisted dark fantasy that lifts a veil on the institutions that profit on exclusion and the toll of giving everything to a world that will never love you back.

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I Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast Is Me Reviews

3.5
“So I really liked this all the way until about 50% of the book. What I Liked: • The cover is beautiful!! I have an obsession with creepy girls!! • Bisexual main character!!!!! • The demon/god/monster! • Killer (literally) ballerinas! What I Didn't Liked: • It was verrrryyyy slow • The story just fell flat • I just didn’t understand . . . Some things weren’t clear I don’t know if I just skimmed over these parts, or if I blacked out while reading. Maybe they weren't even mentioned at all. So Laure attends a ballet school and she's clearly still underage. Is the ballet school also an academics school? Is there another school that she goes to? Does she just not go to school? We (we is me) just don't know. Laure holds a very hard grudge against her father. And is a runaway from home? First off, are there no child protective services to ring this girl in? Why is she just allowed to run away from her parents? Why does her dad not do anything? Who’s taking care of her? Does she live with her "friend"? We (we is me) just don’t know. Why did we just forget about Josephine? I thought she was going to be a more important part of the story and then she just . . . wasn’t there. Also, I felt that the god/demon/monster should have been more bloodthirsty. Like, Laure basically sells her soul but it’s all fine and dandy as long as she completes a task? Last I checked, gods/demons/monsters aren’t sympathetic. ✰ 2.5 ✰ Listen. I didn’t hate it, but I also didn’t like it. I got through it, but still just a meh book.”
“This was such a great concept. I loved the characters, the atmosphere, the writing. I will say the only thing that bothered me was that the writing could sometimes get a little repetitive. I also wasn’t a fan of the romance subplot. I just felt like it was unnecessary. But other than that I liked the book and it was very enjoyable.”
“The French names were hard for me to keep straight and I am very unfamiliar with ballet terms, but pretty fun read. I was a little annoyed that the enemy kept being described as super weak, wasting away, and brittle, but was still able to hold their own so well...? So the ending wasn't as strong as I thought it could have been, but a good story overall.”
“I thought this was pretty entertaining. Nice writing. Interesting premise, especially with the heavy competition, the weight of ambition, and racism in ballet. Watching Laure’s ego and what lengths she would go to grow was interesting. I got a bit confused with some of the world building and the intersection of the worlds. I wish the side characters had more development. And sometimes the book did feel a little repetitive to me; it was intentional because it showed where the character’s thoughts and feelings were but it did drag a little. I liked it but I don’t know if I’ll be really thinking about it or remembering a lot of it after I finished.”

About Jamison Shea

Jamison Shea (they/them) is an Ignyte-Award winning author of dark fantasy and horror novels. Their first book I Feed Her to the Beast and the Beast Is Me was called "relentlessly gory and almost euphoric in its embrace of the horrific" by NPR. Hailing from Buffalo, New York, and now dwelling in the dark forests of Finland, they drink milk tea and search for eldritch horrors in uncanny places when they are not writing.

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