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Amelia, If Only

By Becky Albertalli
Amelia, If Only by Becky Albertalli digital book - Fable

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Amelia Applebaum isn’t in love with Walter Holland. He just happens to be her favorite moderately famous, chaotically bisexual YouTuber. Who she just happened to invite to prom. (But it’s fine. No, for real. If you delete the post, it didn’t happen.)

Okay, maybe her friends are right: She’s slightly parasocially infatuated. But Amelia just knows sparks would fly—if only she could connect with Walter for real. 

If only he would host a meet and greet. 

If only it were just a short road trip away. 

And if only Amelia could talk her best friends into making it the perfect last hurrah before graduation—even her newly single, always-cynical, guitar-toting best friend Natalie.

One thing’s for sure: All roads lead to butterflies.

But what if Amelia’s butterflies aren’t for Walter at all? 

 

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Amelia, If Only Reviews

3.5
“Unfortunately, this was my least favorite of all of Becky Albertalli's books. I didn't enjoy the Youtuber plot, and also found Amelia to be annoying. The last 1/4 or so of the book felt more like the vibes of other Becky Albertalli books, and I enjoyed it so much more than the rest.”
“Definitely brought me back to my larry days and how crazy people were in the fandoms I used to be in, but also the ones I am in right now. Ah 🚬 parasocial relationships 🚬”

About Becky Albertalli

Becky Albertalli is the #1 New York Times bestselling author of William C. Morris Award winner and National Book Award longlist title Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda (now a major motion picture, Love, Simon); The Upside of Unrequited; Leah on the Offbeat; the Simonverse novella Love, Creekwood; What If It’s Us and Here's to Us (cowritten with Adam Silvera); Yes No Maybe So (cowritten with Aisha Saeed); Kate in Waiting; and Imogen, Obviously, a Stonewall Honor Book. Becky lives with her family near Atlanta. You can visit her online at beckyalbertalli.com. 

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